The beauty of the rain

I wake up and I fight today As the rain falls from the sky I wonder why sometimes sadness grips me As I wait for you and I... To find that special place...to find that common ground In the meantime I listen as the rain falls I listen to the sound So peaceful it makes … Continue reading The beauty of the rain

Fu** you 

Wow does it suck when people disappoint you But you know what's worse...when your the idiot who continues to let them do it So today I say fuc* your indifference Fuc* my idiocy and fuc* you

Scars

Beneath the sand I stayed still and calm Slowly I pulled myself up...I reached for a branch...I gripped it in my hand The branch was sturdy enough to hold as I made myself stand I looked up and once again found the strength from the beauty of the stars Peace fills my heart...I feel love … Continue reading Scars

Sister

No matter the distance No matter the pain You are my sister And will forever remain A part of my heart...a part of my soul Both of our lives have shattered...things have chipped and broken away We have both faced and won battles together and alone But in the end when we look to each … Continue reading Sister

Foolish

Foolish so foolish I am Making the same mistakes again Jumping right in without thought or care Making my mind up...pushing doubt aside I like the thrill of risk...I like the feel of the dare Jumping in makes me feel alive...makes me more aware Aware of myself...aware of the world around me I don't care … Continue reading Foolish

Music # 2

My mind races As my heart paces My thoughts a jumbled mess I try to still my mind...try not to think about the stress I need my music...I need to sing This is my solace...my music...my voice I feel trapped...I feel contained I want someone to release me I am so grateful for the sound … Continue reading Music # 2

Believe in you

I wake up and I fight each day To make it better than the last I always have so much to say My mind spins round so fast Life is to short you see...to remain in the past I look to it for introspection...I look to it to see That there is so much strength … Continue reading Believe in you

Nyx 

I am Nyx goddess of the night I am the ruler of the stars I am the darkness that throws the light I am beauty I am grace I am the warrior who has been here all along I will forever remain Here is my song I am Nyx goddess of the night I rule … Continue reading Nyx 

Lose myself to music

Lose yourself in the music Lose yourself to the sound Words flow through your mind Words that are not bound... By anything other than thought and emotion So soothing are the words...the notes high and low Expression that is given more through sounds of harmony...then words alone Once again I lose myself to the music … Continue reading Lose myself to music

Peace 

I feel my eyes grow heavy But my mind continues to race Peace has found me again No need to pretend anymore I found what I was looking for