I am happy, now that’s just the saddest lie. Kid Cudi

Exist as I am

It is hard to ignore this loneliness I feel this need for connection A connection to someone else In the meantime I lay here Listening as the clock keeps ticking Aware of time that is passing by Knowing that being here alone is not enough But accepting it anyway This is what is best I … Continue reading Exist as I am

This face

What have I become Who was I before I do not recognize This face I see reflected at me Maybe I am already Everything I was meant to be Nyx

Walk away

My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away

Will I find myself again

I wake up feeling this tension It wraps around my heart I wake up with good intention But I feel this anxiety It is there as soon as I wake Can I get through this day Without feeling my heart break Can I get through this day Feeling better at the end Will I find … Continue reading Will I find myself again

Let the games begin

Some days are so hard When my mind is against me Making things harder than they need to be So I fight to stop these thoughts It seems I never really win I rise again today Let the games begin Nyx

“We should always be asking ourselves: “ Is this something that is, or is not, in my control?” Epictetus

Bang

There’s the pain If I go out It will be with a bang Nyx

My Quote for Today

I know nothing with any certainty Except that the world is always changing And everything eventually ends Nyx