I rise 

Once again I rise with hope in my heart  That today will be better than yesterday  That I will not fall into despair  That I will not long for sleep  That I will not pray for peace  I may be lost  I may be broken  I may have lost the words to say  Words I … Continue reading I rise 

Trust

Through the ups and downs I see A hand reached out beside me  I hesitate but take this hand  Trusting him to catch me before I land 

Strength 

I wake up with renewed strength  I do not know how I feel this way  I do not know how I find the will  To wake up and carry on  But somehow this is what I do  Day after day  I wake up and I move  Hoping this day will be better than the last … Continue reading Strength 

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light

Help

I feel my body weighed down  It is so hard to walk  It is so hard to breathe  This weight it crushes me  Weighs me down from the outside in  At this moment I feel nothing  I am just pushed down by it all  Gulping for air  With no cry for help  No way to … Continue reading Help

Bring it on 

Today determination sets in  Let the games begin  Nyx

Father

I know longer care about life I know longer care about death All I have ever wanted was a father One who loved and protected me Kept me safe from harm As time passes I hope this wish will fade This dream of him and I Instead I sit here in agony Wondering why I … Continue reading Father

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

With every step 

Even though I am thrown  I somehow find my way  Somehow I have grown Into something new  Somehow I have grown  Smarter with every step  All that I can say  Is that I will not give up  No matter what comes my way  I will not stop  Because I survive  That is what I do  … Continue reading With every step 

What is left of me

No one will find me  No one will see  What I leave behind  When I am gone  No one will see  What is left of me  Nyx