I feel so heavy So weighed down I feel the darkness Rise above my head Pulling me further Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way To fix myself again Maybe I will wake up When all I want is sleep Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free
Poetry
I have to prevail
The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail
Gone
When I close my eyes I see Your hand in front of me When I open them it's gone Nyx
Within my dream
I see what he has done I see the grass that has grown brown I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey I walk away from the dark With every tear I shed With every sting that this nightmare brings I push forward And as I … Continue reading Within my dream
Turning the page
I sit here hoping I can keep This eternal peace that I seek Today I have won I have felt the light Shine down from the sun I have felt the breeze on my face I ran through the woods At my own pace I will keep this hope in my heart As I turn … Continue reading Turning the page
Blind loyalty is just stupid
As the water falls
I listen as the water falls What a soothing sound I feel my body go still I let go of worry I let go of sorrow I just sit here and listen As it all fades away Closing my eyes I find some peace today Nyx
The clouds are closing in
Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in
When my soul is gone
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
Finding balance and strength
I hear the sound of the world outside As I try to find balance in my life I have always struggled to get by I have never stopped asking myself why I have made the decisions I have so far Then I reflect and tell myself This is who you are With every step forward … Continue reading Finding balance and strength
Words From The Borderline 
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