Fate

I watch the others From a distance Feeling the loneliness grow Sometimes I smile Sometimes I let it show Right now I feel the pain Deep inside my chest It eats away Everything that is left It eats away the hope I once had The image that I had is gone The image of happiness … Continue reading Fate

My next journey

I reflect upon my mind I am guided into a path It plunges into shadow Then slowly guides me into the light When I am brought into moments Of complete despair I remember the strength I have I regain a feeling of hope I embark on my journey My next journey through life I will … Continue reading My next journey

Gone

I hear the footsteps soften As another person walks away Deep inside I feel the pain As my body grieves On the surface I wear a smile I show no weakness I show no pain Another scar hardens around my heart Another one slithered through And now he is gone Nyx

Who will stay beside me

I die a little more inside Every single day What will be left of me Once my body starts to decay Who will stay beside me Who will take my hand As the bones turn into ash As time trickles out like sand As the pain subsides As I start to let go Will there … Continue reading Who will stay beside me

The bridge

I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge

No one left

My world has changed again Trying to find my home Feeling so alone The air sweeps me off my feet I feel defeated, I just want to sleep Where do you go When you no longer know Where you belong No one sees me As I fade away There is no one watching There is … Continue reading No one left

Apathy

I lie here Feeling the apathy I need I can no longer feel the pain It became too great again Nyx

I have risen once again Because I must Because I cannot give up Nyx

Another scar

With you gone I feel so lost I had no idea That such a short time Could have such a cost I fight through the pain Trying to find myself again Hoping I can make it through today I know that harsh words create fractures I had no idea how fast we would shatter How … Continue reading Another scar

The changing season

As the leaves fall around me I see the beauty in the changing season Sometimes there is no need to reason Everything that people do I try to remember that when I feel pain I have to look inside myself again Find the inner beauty of who I am As I find the ground I … Continue reading The changing season