Is it all in my head ?

I feel the sadness as it starts to spread Is there something wrong Or is it all in my head I do not know where I am going All is feel is my world turning In my chest I feel the pain The ache that never goes away I am lost beyond this world Everyone … Continue reading Is it all in my head ?

Emptiness

As I get older My heart grows colder I try to accept things as they are Knowing that I am stronger every day As I continually search for something more I try to be happy just being me I want the world to see The smile I spread on my face But, on the inside … Continue reading Emptiness

I will not look back

The world it spins Round and round I go In a daze I feel the pain I will never be the same I keep changing As the leather gets thicker around me It keeps me safe I know longer long for anything I know longer long for anyone I am a warrior Alone I walk … Continue reading I will not look back

In the end

And in the end  I stand alone  My skin is made of leather  My heart is shielded in stone  This is the way I must be  Because they all betray me  Nyx 

What I feel today

At this moment The agony grips my chest I woke with hope today Then it went away Why do I continue to breathe Why do I stay On the inside I feel myself decay I feel myself dying slowly Every single day I try to fight it I try to smile But sometimes I just … Continue reading What I feel today

Without sound

She stood there Her hair floated in the breeze The pain it gripped her Brought her to her knees She screamed but no one heard her She stretched out her arms But no one saw The scars that were red and raw The sorrow and the screams were ignored It was easier to look away … Continue reading Without sound

The damned

I feel the grass beneath my fingers as I walk I feel the breeze as it brushes my face I see the beauty of the sky It is so blue today I listen to the birds As they sing to each other I think of the comfort they have From one another Yet all of … Continue reading The damned

Loneliness is what I fear

The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear

Cold and still

I am lost Dead inside I am no one I am nothing I do not see the sun I do not see the sky I know longer feel the pain Nothing is the same My feet no longer move I lay here cold and still I have lost my will Nyx

Inside the flame

All that was left of her Were ashes in the breeze She fell to her knees But no one heard her cries No one heard her pleas She slowly burned away The pain was too great She could no longer stay She told herself to let go To let the fire blaze inside Then she … Continue reading Inside the flame