The Second Storm

As the storm came closer I felt my body go still I stood there unable to move, held against my will I watched as the trees were ripped up around me I watched as houses flew by I stood in the middle of it all Not moving no matter how hard I would try I … Continue reading The Second Storm

Darkness speaks 

I am here, yet I am not  Shunned but not forgotten  I exist in shadows because I am the darkness that haunts you Listen to me as I speak in your ear  I will stay with you my dear Until the end of time Someday you will be mine  Sincerely, Your Darkness  © Nyx0519

Words left unspoken 

It felt good not to be the only one  With darkness inside that rises with the setting sun  It felt good to speak thoughts so freely  To have found someone who doesn't find my words unseemly  Wanderers with monsters beneath the skin Filled with memories and thoughts of sin Pulled forward towards life's demand  Then … Continue reading Words left unspoken 

The Dark 

She reaches out for the fire as it gently calls to her  She doesn't feel the pain as it burns  She is too busy thinking about how the world turns  Into a place filled with monsters in the dark The flame is her comfort...she won't put out the spark  Late at night as I dream  … Continue reading The Dark 

The Toll

Today I look for peace In the valley that holds my soul Darkness came and placed it there…just out of my reach He knew the longer I waited…the greater the toll My feelings leave me as I leave myself I am numb…I no longer care Who fought and won or if I was even there … Continue reading The Toll

Gulping water

I was surrounded by darkness So darkness I became I was drowning in misery Gulping water instead of air When I thought I was gone That’s when you were there Nyx Image Souce http://majesty.tumblr.com  

My Epitaph

And I walk this road alone The road with branches along its path I look back over my shoulder And I see the writing on my epitaph… Here lies a woman who fought until the end Her life was lived to the fullest Even though everything she did was unplanned She was loved by many … Continue reading My Epitaph

Splinter

Every word you ever said Is a splinter in my head Buried so deep, I can't get it out Buried so deep I will never forget All the truths mixed with lies Or the darkness in your eyes Sometimes I will dig But it just sinks deeper I dig and dig, I scream, I shout … Continue reading Splinter

I wish 

I wish I could calm my beating heart  I wish I could will the anxiety away I wish I wasn't so focused on being the best  Sometimes I just cannot control myself I wish my body and mind would just give me some peace and let me rest 

Lost 

I feel lost today And I hope that no one can see The sadness behind my eyes as the ground beneath my feet is swept away My heart breaks moving from one place to the next I am so tired of smiling...and pretending to be ok I just want to be alone My foundation is gone … Continue reading Lost