Hope

I have tried to drift away into nothing But something always brings me back I have tried to drift into the valley of shadow But something will not let me go I have tried to escape this shit storm that is my life But something keeps me here That something is hope Nyx Image Source: http://abduction.ml … Continue reading Hope

Otherness

“She always had that about her, that look of otherness, of eyes that see things much too far, and of thoughts that wander off the edge of the world.”  Joanne Harris

Slipping Away

At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away

I yearn for…

As the wind blows and the world turns I yearn for something real I yearn for the emptiness To no longer exist I yearn for the gap in my soul To fill itself I yearn for the pain To never come back I yearn for people To stop disappointing me I yearn for peace From … Continue reading I yearn for…

Something to live for

"The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for." Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

First Kiss

You may not realize it, but it's the little  things that mean the most  You may question me and the things I  say, but deep down you know they are  true  Part of you refuses to believe that I am  real and not a ghost  Harder still is to believe that you are the  center … Continue reading First Kiss

Stop and listen 

Each step is a struggle not to fall apart  Each step feels harder and harder to make  My heart plummets to the ground  Stop and listen and you will hear the sound  As my heart falls so do I  Nyx