Beyond my ability

I have always strived to understand  The actions of those I have known  The selfishness they have shown  When they left me there I have fought to overcome  What they have done  The selfishness I see  Is beyond my ability  What I do know is that it has hardened me  It has made me who … Continue reading Beyond my ability

Those who stay beside you

No one knows  How the story goes  In the end  Your life is your own  If you keep on fighting  You will see  That happiness is there  In all the people that care  In those who stay beside you When the world falls away  Those who stand with you  When you need them most  This … Continue reading Those who stay beside you

Hope 

I feel peace in the sunlight  After the storm has passed  I have hope this peace will last  Nyx

Thicker Skin

I wake up today again with hope That I will make it through Anything that comes at me As the tide rips through I have survived so many storms Each storm has left a scar These scars left have hardened me Made my skin thicker than it was before This is what I say to … Continue reading Thicker Skin

Nothing left 

What do you have to be  To exist in this world  What do you have to become  In order to survive it  What do you do  When there is nothing left of you  Nyx 

New eyes 

The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.   Marcel Proust 

Erase me

I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me

Monotonous life

Each day I rise with hope  Some days it lasts  Some days it does not  Today I hope I find the peace that I seek I hope that in a few hours  I do not feel weak  I hope that deep inside I keep  Some form of strength left  Because I feel beaten down  I … Continue reading Monotonous life

I have lost all hope 

I have moments of peace  They do not last long  Then I feel the pain  As I try to sing along  Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not  All I know for sure  Is peace is all I have ever sought  No matter how much I have cried  No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope 

Lost to this world 

I feel numb  Lost to this world I am fading  Fading into nothing  I no longer care  About anything at all All I want to do is free fall  Free fall to nothing  Close my eyes  Feel the air  Pushing against my skin  I feel the darkness push me further  As I slowly disappear  Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world