Because of you

I have lost faith in the world Because of you I believe in nothing Because of you You had a mouth full of promises But a pocket full of secrets All the lies that you told me All the things that I did not see They almost caused my demise Why couldn’t I see it … Continue reading Because of you

Pandora’s box

I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box

Move on

I feel the tall grass between my fingers As I walk along the path My heartache lingers As I realize I can never turn back I see the stream as it flows forward Centering myself today I have to live in the moment I have to keep myself calm It is the only way That … Continue reading Move on

What am I looking for

As another door closes I look out to the sea What am I looking for What will set me free Nyx

Overcome

Beneath it all I try to find hope I try to find a way to overcome this Depression Nyx

Into the abyss

I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss

Memories of you and I

I see the bridge So beautiful So bright I see the lights Reflect off the water As the day Turns into night I see the clouds fade away And the stars start to shine This is when I remember When I was yours and you were mine This is when I lose myself In this … Continue reading Memories of you and I

Depression

Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression