Month: May 2023

Today

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I’ve been avoiding the sunlight

I’ve been avoiding my life

I am so tired of many things

Most of all I am tired of myself

Tired of the shame

Tired of the pain

Tired of existing as I am

What is the point of life

If I am unable to live it

Why give me so much love

And then make it so hard to give it

I have to find some hope

Because I have lost it again

The pain is so extreme

The pain is too much

There has to be a reason

There has to be a way

To pull myself away from this darkness

Once again today

Nyx

Dancing Together

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I see us in a dream

Dancing around the room together

Smiles are all I see

Laughter is all I hear

In this haze that could be today

In this haze that could be tomorrow

Or from a different time and place

These memories flood me

That my soul could not erase

Of us dancing together

I believe we are more than this lifetime

You were always mine

Nyx

Home

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My heart springs open

Creaking loudly from being closed so long

Have I found my person

Have I found my home

Have I finally found the piece

Offering me my sweet release

Have I finally found the one

After so much darkness

Is he the sun

Nyx