Pulling me

I sit here and I feel the pain

The pain that loneliness brings 

I remind myself that I have to feel

I remind myself that I cannot shut it off or I will never heal

But the heaviness wears me down

I feel it pulling me further away

Then I feel the pain in my chest

The same pain as before

The pain that I just do not want to feel anymore

Nyx

9 thoughts on “Pulling me

  1. If life were a dress rehearsal, how I practiced my own line is beautiful and flawed.
    But there’s no one with any line prompts to remind me of what’s hiding in the hints and allegations.

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