You cannot fill the void
This hollow shell that I am
It will never be enough
Nyx
Month: September 2018
Quote for today
“There is good in everything, if only we look for it.”
— Laura Ingalls Wilder
One of the damned
Will you keep loving me
When you see who I really am
When you see inside
When you find out
I am one of the damned
Nyx
You watched me fade away
I reach for your hand
But you let it go
You watched me fall
You watched me fade away
I would have lived if you had stayed
But I did not matter enough
Disclaimer
When I speak of death it is often a representation of an end. I do not want this to be misinterpreted because I know I have friends on here who care. I appreciate all of you.
Peace and love,
Nyx
Need to pretend
I would rather suffer
In any other way
Then feel the things I feel
Every single day
It does not stop this cycle
Will it ever end
When will I find peace
When will I no longer
Need to pretend
Nyx
Into the unknown
The cycle it repeats
As the pressure crushes me
Every single day
Sometimes it starts with panic
Sometimes it is the sadness
No matter what it brings
The only way to end it
Is to drift away
Somewhere else I go
Deep inside my mind
Into the unknown
This is the end of me
The piece I cannot see
This is all that is left of me
Nyx
Down below
Like a moth to a flame
I fear it will always be the same
I feel my skin as it burns
I watch the world as it turns
It fades from white to black
So quickly the flames grow
Consuming me completely
I have never felt pain so deeply
Then I let myself go
Falling further and further
Down below
Inside the ground
This is where my peace is found
Disclaimer- this is not about dying. It is about letting go, and extinguishing the flame with the earth below.
Peace and Love,
Nyx
Keep fighting
I keep fighting
Every single day
It will never end
But I will fight anyway
It is all I have ever known
All I will ever know
I walk this world alone
My heart a ball of stone
You can not defeat me
I will build my empire
That will be my home
Nyx
Perfection
She strives for perfection
In everything she does
The image she portrays
Hides everything inside
A life she should have lived
Love she was denied
Through this rejection
She never found herself
So she will continue
Wandering here and there
Still striving for perfection
Longing for someone to care
Nyx
Words From A Borderline 
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