In my mind I see
No clear path before me
I push forward
Every day
Hoping I will find the way
Hoping that the emptiness will subside
Hoping that the pain will stop
I try to live in each moment
With hope in my heart
That I will find the peace I seek
That I will find my home
Nyx
Love is something
I do not know
Does it linger
Does it grow
Is it fleeting
Or does it remain
Is it only there
When someone has something to gain
I do not understand this emotion
All I feel is pain
Nyx
I do not want to think
About the things I could regret
I do not want to know
Anything right now
I just want to escape
All the things you create
These images in my mind
The ones that take me back in time
I have nothing to say
I have nothing to give
I do not know where I am going
I forget where I have been
All I can think right now is
I just want to live
Nyx
When I sit still
Some times the pain is just too much
I do not know what to do
I no longer have words to say
The pain hits me
Every single day
I do not want to think
I do not want to cry
All I want to do
Is say goodbye
Nyx
I am still floating in the air
I will not know where I am going
Until I get there
What do you do
When the world crashes down
Where do you turn
When no ones around
I keep walking forward
Somehow I do
Some days are so hard
Just to live through
Maybe some day I will find my home
Until then I will continue to walk forward
On my own
Nyx
Today I have fallen
Into my darkest hour
I know longer want to be me
The pain is so great
It tears me apart
Yet here I remain
Waiting for it to stop
Waiting to become numb
I can no longer bear it
This pain I feel inside
I have lost my hope
I have lost my dream
In this moment
All I can do is breathe
Nyx
Words From A Borderline 
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