There is no path
Laid clear before me
I want my heart to race
I want to feel pride
I no longer want to worry
I no longer want to feel
What I want is reason
And everything that is real
I have seen so many illusions
Along the path I have chosen
I will not delude myself
I will not have faith again
I know that all I will ever need
Is me in the end
Nyx
My heart has hardened
Like a ball of stone
It sits inside my chest
As it beats it cracks and crumbles
A little more each day
This is what I need
A heart covered in stone
I need to find myself
Before I can go home
Nyx
Apathy is my friend
It is the only way I will survive
Disconnect or die
This is what I feel
I have known all along
That happiness isn’t real
Those moments of peace..
They never last
I am haunted by the present
I am haunted by the past
There is no escape
From the pain I feel inside
There is no escape from the memories
There is no escape from the lies
Everyone I have let in
Has thrown a brick at me
I feel myself as I sink
Below the beautiful sea
This is the only way
I will ever be free
Nyx
I watch the others
From a distance
Feeling the loneliness grow
Sometimes I smile
Sometimes I let it show
Right now I feel the pain
Deep inside my chest
It eats away
Everything that is left
It eats away the hope I once had
The image that I had is gone
The image of happiness
That I had with someone
I realize that at the end of the day
All I have is me
Maybe this is my fate
Maybe this is my destiny
Nyx
I reflect upon my mind
I am guided into a path
It plunges into shadow
Then slowly guides me into the light
When I am brought into moments
Of complete despair
I remember the strength I have
I regain a feeling of hope
I embark on my journey
My next journey through life
I will find a way
Because this is what I do
I survive
Nyx
I hear the footsteps soften
As another person walks away
Deep inside I feel the pain
As my body grieves
On the surface
I wear a smile
I show no weakness
I show no pain
Another scar hardens around my heart
Another one slithered through
And now he is gone
Nyx
I die a little more inside
Every single day
What will be left of me
Once my body starts to decay
Who will stay beside me
Who will take my hand
As the bones turn into ash
As time trickles out like sand
As the pain subsides
As I start to let go
Will there be someone there
As I stare out the window
Or will I leave this world alone
Nyx
I see the bridge
So beautiful
So bright
It lights up the sky
On the darkest night
At my darkest hour
This is where I fall
Into Pandora’s box
There is no night
There is no day
This is where I rest
This is where I stay
Disclaimer
This is not a reflection of me, but a reflection of many who have suffered enough to take their own lives. Peace and love, Nyx
My world has changed again
Trying to find my home
Feeling so alone
The air sweeps me off my feet
I feel defeated, I just want to sleep
Where do you go
When you no longer know
Where you belong
No one sees me
As I fade away
There is no one watching
There is no one left
Nyx
I lie here
Feeling the apathy I need
I can no longer feel the pain
It became too great again
Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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