And here I sit
Thinking sometimes I would rather die than live
What the hell do I have left to give
Always a struggle and it’s never enough
My emotions swing me up and down
Right know I’d ask any one to hold me under and let me drown
Breathing in water hurts
But not as bad as living this fucking life
Put me out I ask
Put me out of this circus that is my life
Put me out and give me peace
Nyx
© Nyx0519
Words From The Borderline 
Do hope all of you are in a better head space now?
much care, g
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thank you Ginger – I always come back from my downs – some are memories- some are not. thank you for your kindness
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Awww thanks 💛💛💛
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Yes life is a crisis so many trial and tribulations.
Suffering and sacrificing. After it all we prosper basking in self love for our accomplishments. Just when you think the coast is clear we’re hit with yet another challenge to battle
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So true J love 😊
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Hey how are you 💛💛💛💛💛💛 just stopping by to spread some L💛VE
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❤❤❤❤❤ back at you
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Agree with you on the fact that life is a circus…..but then all acts in the circus also are never fun…..some just have to be endured till the good and funny ones turn up ☺️ and they do, because like you said – it is a circus!
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No. Absolutely not.
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Was feeling that way at one time Pelgris.
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I know what that feels like. Wanting to end. So I say, no, absolutely not. There are reasons to stay.
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I’ve felt like that before as Well 💛
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