I want to enter the world of my dreams
I want to find the peace that I seek
I want to feel my mind, my body, and my soul at rest
I want to escape the pain that haunts me
I want to be loved for all that I am
My happiness, my sorrow, my good days and the bad
I want someone to see past the damage
And still love me just as much
I want someone to see past the darkness
And still long for my touch
I want these things, but most of all
I want to be free
Nyx
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Stand with me as the towers fall around us
Stand with me when there is nothing left
Stand with me against the masses
Stand with me with no regret
Nyx
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A storm is coming
I can feel the thunder as it roars
I can feel my heart beat pound in my chest
As the lightning strikes the ground
The rain starts to pour down
Covered in water with my arms toward the sky
I ask to be struck down
Please just let me die
Nyx
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I look at her and feel love bloom in my chest
She is all I will ever need, all I will ever want
With her hand in mine my soul is at rest
With her eyes on me nothing else matters
With her smile I see the sunshine
When she looks at me I know she is mine
She will be my today and my tomorrow
I will wipe away her tears and take away her sorrow
Come with me my love and you will see
What it feels like to be adored by me
Nyx
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I want you to look at me like I am the center of your world
I want you to dream, think, and want only me
Because I am selfish
Because I am not sane
Because I move with emotion and no logical thought
Why do I think and do the things that I do
Because I am the same shade of crazy as you
Nyx
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Can you fix the broken
Can you heal my heart
Can you find a way
To hit rewind – then delete and replay
I am a survivor, so that is what I do best
Life is never easy, but I take each challenge as it comes
I don’t care what I have to face, or if I will ever get to rest
Keep throwing shit at me
I will keep deflecting it
Someday you will see
That you will never beat me
You may wear me down
You may make me sad
Some days you may feel like you are crushing my soul
Some days you take away my control
But I never fail to fight you back
You may derail me and cause me pain
But I am the one with so much to gain
You give me more strength everyday
By making me continue to fight you
I will never stop, I will never surrender, I will live through you
Because I will survive
That is what I do
Nyx
As the rocks crumple beneath my feet
As the sun sets
I try to keep the darkness out of my head
But he always finds a way in
Like a serpent he latches on and then burrows within
No matter what I say or do
He never gives up, he always breaks through
Once again I have accepted my darkness as part of who I have become
Maybe I am better off embracing him now
Better off then I was when I was running away from where I come from
Nyx
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Words From The Borderline 
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