Unconditional Love

And then there was this person there 

That didn’t leave my side 

He made mistakes sometimes he even lied 

But underneath it all he loved me 

This I saw in his eyes 

He is still here even though we live separate lives

And when he looks at me I see

That unconditional love has finally found me 

Nyx

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You let me fall

The sky is clear today 

But the blue fades into grey 

I sit here and I think about all the things that I would say 

Would I be angry 

Would I be sad 

Would I say anything at all

You left me when I needed you the most 

You let me fall 

Nyx 

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Demons

And today I wake up and see the warrior underneath

She fights with purpose…without restraint

She strives for her dreams

She will not stop…she will not rest…until she has defeated the demons from her past

Nyx

Splinter

Every word you ever said

Is a splinter in my head

Buried so deep, I can’t get it out

Buried so deep I will never forget

All the truths mixed with lies

Or the darkness in your eyes

Sometimes I will dig

But it just sinks deeper

I dig and dig, I scream, I shout

But there is no use, your freaking stuck

In the back of my mind you play your games

You tell me I need to be perfect

But I must play by your rules

You even gave me the tools

Bought me the books

Fed me more lies

Well you may be a splinter in my brain

But that’s all that you are

You have no power over me

You may be my burden to bear

But you have no control over my life

And one day I will pull you out

My reminder of you

I freaking swear

 

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Control

It was all taken away 

My whole world changes before my eyes 

Everything again gets swept away 

I need to control what I can 

Because there is so little that is mine 

So many things are changing

Places I live…people I meet…people I love 

What I can control I need to or I will lose my mind 

I need to find a foundation 

Something to hold me steady before I fall…

So hear I am listening to music as it flows and soothes my soul 

Without it there to calm me I would never gain control 

Nyx

Echo in my mind 

There is an echo in my mind 

It’s pulled from space and surpasses time 

It tells me that I have a purpose in my life 

It tells me that I am not alone in my strife 

My battle between the darkness and the light 

Is one fought by many each day and each night 

Keep fighting for happiness and love my friends 

That’s all that really matters in the end 

Nyx 

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Stars so clear

I looked up into the sky tonight

The stars so clear they shine so bright

I think to myself how quickly everything changes

This is why I enjoy this moment

The beauty of the night will always remain

It will still be here when I am gone

This image of perfection

I wish I could stay here in this moment forever

Nyx

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