And then there was this person there
That didn’t leave my side
He made mistakes sometimes he even lied
But underneath it all he loved me
This I saw in his eyes
He is still here even though we live separate lives
And when he looks at me I see
That unconditional love has finally found me
Nyx
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The sky is clear today
But the blue fades into grey
I sit here and I think about all the things that I would say
Would I be angry
Would I be sad
Would I say anything at all
You left me when I needed you the most
You let me fall
Nyx
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And today I wake up and see the warrior underneath
She fights with purpose…without restraint
She strives for her dreams
She will not stop…she will not rest…until she has defeated the demons from her past
Nyx
Every word you ever said
Is a splinter in my head
Buried so deep, I can’t get it out
Buried so deep I will never forget
All the truths mixed with lies
Or the darkness in your eyes
Sometimes I will dig
But it just sinks deeper
I dig and dig, I scream, I shout
But there is no use, your freaking stuck
In the back of my mind you play your games
You tell me I need to be perfect
But I must play by your rules
You even gave me the tools
Bought me the books
Fed me more lies
Well you may be a splinter in my brain
But that’s all that you are
You have no power over me
You may be my burden to bear
But you have no control over my life
And one day I will pull you out
My reminder of you
I freaking swear
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As he looks at me I see desire in his eyes
Will he run away
When he sees past my disguise
It was all taken away
My whole world changes before my eyes
Everything again gets swept away
I need to control what I can
Because there is so little that is mine
So many things are changing
Places I live…people I meet…people I love
What I can control I need to or I will lose my mind
I need to find a foundation
Something to hold me steady before I fall…
So hear I am listening to music as it flows and soothes my soul
Without it there to calm me I would never gain control
Nyx
There is an echo in my mind
It’s pulled from space and surpasses time
It tells me that I have a purpose in my life
It tells me that I am not alone in my strife
My battle between the darkness and the light
Is one fought by many each day and each night
Keep fighting for happiness and love my friends
That’s all that really matters in the end
Nyx
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I looked up into the sky tonight
The stars so clear they shine so bright
I think to myself how quickly everything changes
This is why I enjoy this moment
The beauty of the night will always remain
It will still be here when I am gone
This image of perfection
I wish I could stay here in this moment forever
Nyx
Central Park NY
Words From A Borderline 
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