So freaking much pain 

/ Nyx

So much pain

So alone

So much pain…it’s breaking me apart

It’s all I feel

Sometimes I wish I could just forget

Lose my mind and become a blank slate

I just want to walk away

I want to jump…I want to fall

Please just let me forget…please just let me escape

If there’s a god please just take it away from me

I just can’t take it anymore

27 thoughts on “So freaking much pain ”

  1. Lose my mind and become a blank slate.
    So depressing yet I felt a sensation of something soothing in the words.
    Keep Writing! 🙂
    Stay blessed and happy
    Enigma

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  4. I hope you’re okay, I know the feeling, kinda feel this now, try to keep on top of it. It’s hard. If you want to talk, just contact me and we could talk or something.

    Hope you feel better soon! It’s a terrible place to be in

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  8. I felt that way on Christmas eve, I wanted see someone so so bad but didn’t see him in person and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I’ve never longed for someone that badly.

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  11. I have been there, maybe not exactly there but I can relate to feeling alone and in pain. Try and remember that there is absolutely nothing that is permanent. All suffering is only a moment and all we have to do is endure a single moment before the change. Peace and love.

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